By Nicholas Olson
Deer Chri
I doan kno y we callit deer wen u aint got nantlers. N E ways I ben wunnerin wut make an homme get up n out in a morn wif a col always wisprin in yer ear liek a seecurt, only iss securt mean a stik u down ded in a dirt wif all dem hills runnin on down & up & thru liek farflies wen ey catch on yer swet & gloe in a lite a moon. I wunnerd wut appen time allandallalong far & away in loney time wen a time a storeys wuz & all a seecurts a sittys & build ins & all at wuz still roun.
I come 2 a ded homme hangin on nek & purpl as it come. Purpl & wif a eyes liek a pesca all bulgin & poppin & all at. Belly wuz ript open & he sez someum only not wif his mouf dis homme but wif his hed. C dis–lite come on streamnin from thru branches & gloein face rite up liek em farflies & a rope come tite & tite & I seen allis guttywrks & kno at aint 4 seen & I give im a chop on a rope for taken im outta seen so he cud sleep & not b botherd.
I wunnerd O Chri if I rilly put at homme 2 sleep or if I ben puttin 2gather ol storeys liek in a time of all dem sittys. I wunnerd if he ben a sine I oughtn a get myself a rope & hangup so I b ther 4 time time time. I wunnerd if my Da seen me on dem hills wif beasly sord if he wud sez I luv u liek all hommes sez to childern in ol storeys.
Seen a chien howlin & yappin wif wyrs a spit glissnin all in sunlite & dripnon metal moss 4 da homme & I sez fukov liek Da tol em 1ce & he growlin & vizzin me thru & thru. Ol chien want dem guttywrks a purpl homme & he git on circl circl circl.
Wut maek ded hommes for chiens tho Chri? Y not 4 u or me? Ol chien got teef & I got teef. Ol chien got claws & I got nales a dig & dig. Da sez in oler time thers nanim8in 4ce. 4 hommes only. Ass gud & fien but ol chien lukd plenny nanim8ed wen he seen guttywrks all stuk out & glissnin. Sez ther wuz a soal. Liek a miss in a morn all col & wisprin seecurts but in sied. Sez iss 4 givnon strenth & iss 4 givnon power 2 keeponkeepnon but I aint felt at soal ifn iss there N E ways. I doan kno.
Da sez 2 he sez nanim8in 4ce & soal is from up&up pass a burnin rane pass up thru em clowds a noir up&up pass even sunlite 2 da Have Nones. He sez Gol is up ther in a Have Nones vizzin all & w8in 2 vox. I sez vox nah come help.
Wut guds a soal 2 a chien? He aint need no soal a circl circl circl. He aint need no soal a eetemup neither. Alleez Da sez Da sez & here b ol chien lissnin none & my beasly sords out all & birds juss caw & caw & caw. I wanna sez fukov agen but iss pass all at.
Heer my thump hart now Chri. Can u heer it? C wut I seen–iss poor ol broken homme lade out & leakin wif da blud juss triklin a stream & ol chien makin a stream all is own down em lips & givin me dat chien smile wif teef showin all day & all nite.
Wannum a fall on at beasly sord ifn Im tellin strait. Wannum a fall juss liek ey sez Da fall. On purpess. Only his wunt no purpess & I wont do no purpess neither. I raise beasly sord. Ol chien he kno juss fine. He want a soal & he gon get it wif his teef. I wannit 2 Ima hafta use my beasly sord. He jump on den. Sord gon tumbl. Flipnan flyin. Yerstruly gon flipnan flyin 2 inna dirt. Tumbl & smak & teef burnin me out from in sied & I sez O Gol pleas Gol. & a snarl & a ripnat me. O Gol in Have None save me. But chien ripnan tearin even so. & Im wunnerin Chri may b dey callit Have None 4 a reason.
I b my own Gol den. I wuz clawin & scratchin & wunt let my soal out ifn I got 1. I findem stik & I stik juss fien liek a beasly sord. Ol chien yelp & welp & he let on till his lass bref wisperd out in da col liek a seecurt on a wind. His eyes vizzin mine & he vox a lil. I vox 2 & sez go on 2 Have None. I c u ther. Ol homme guttywrks near & his eyes still open & vizzin all 2.
May b it wuz dum savin ol ded homme from at chien. I doan kno. I doan kno N E moren I kno y Im wannerin & wunnerin all a time. May b dass wut Gol is Chri. May b he aint no vox in a Have None. May b he a keeponkeepnon & a fire in yer hart & a chien wisprin out & a hoal lotta Da sez. May b Im juss vizzin wut I wanna viz. I doan kno. All I kno is Ima keeponkeepnon even ifn I doan kno ware Im keepnon 2. Thass all. Im thru.
A&O
